His big love, the goodness and more questions than answers

 1 The messiness is evident in every aspect of the situation. Still there is love between the children and their daddy and he is the glue that holds them together.

2 Looking for the bright side of my own situation. 

3 Hoping that the drs have the answers for me. 

Praying, trying and comfort

 1 On my knees in prayer for them all. 

2 Trying my best, stumbling, apologizing and trying again. 

3 A cat on my lap, hand on my knee and God's hand on my shoulder.